Luahan Hati .

Assalamualaikum..
truely aq na luah ann suma menda yanx ad lam aty aq ,1stly ,dulu aq knll s'org gurl niexh ,aq tny um0w dy ,aq tny tggl mnea ,kiranyea aq ma0 knl-II lha ngn dy ,okea ! psto0 ,dha lmea sked aq knll dy ,aq nax kan s'org kaka unx'kt,n aq try tny dy ,'kaka-II ,bulee taa na ambq kaka niexh jadii kaka unx'kt ?' dy say 'bulee jea adiq ,'aq unn shuka lha ,cbb dpad kaka unx'kt ,aq bhgia bilaa chat ngn dy (kaka aq l0wh).lama,kelamaan ,aq mulha shyg dy ,n aq gta0 dy ,yanx aq niexh shyg dy ,pasto0 dy tny shyg cm anea uhh ? aq unn pikir lha,kalo aq gta0 yanx aq shyg dy lbey darii s'org kaka unx'kt ,meshty lha dy taa shuka an ,cbb dy da ad BF ,umm ,n aq unn simpan perasaan itho0 ,s0 ,aq gta0 dy ,yanx aq shyg s'bgaiy kaka unx'kt lha ! ,huum,taa b'berapa ary ,dy clash ngn BF dy,dy meshty sedih an ,n aq try chat ngn dy,aq try puj0x dy ,dy unn okey lha sked,aq simpan lgy perasaan shyg or d'knlie 'cinta' ,n aq tg0x dy c0up ngn org laen pula ,aq saba ,na singkat an ,lps dy clash ngn mamad uhh ,aq gta0 dy ter0s,yanx aq niexh shyg dy ,chenta dy ,n aq katea kalo taa shuka tpea ,at least aq da luah an shumanya ,dy say ,'OK'...aq katea aq tamaw gngue dy dha ,n aq su0h lupe an aq ,uad cm taa pena kny aq ,dy ta eply langs0nx ,es0k uhh ,aq gtaw dy yanx aq niexh ter0k ,dha sesat ja0h ..dy say at aq ,mulea an id0ph bharuu ,aq katea munx aq naa mula ann ,but aq tade 'teman' ,n dy eply..kaka adea adiq,kaka bulee b'shamew adiq,kaka dha single ,aq t'agax-II na minta c0up ngn dy ,n aq ta minta ,tapii dy yanx ckp ,'or adiq na kapple ngn kaka?'aq say um ,k ,lam aty aq ,aq isaw na accept,n dy tny skly agy ,'Are You Sure ?' aq unn eply lha ,yaa dear!,tapii aq taa asea cm aq bulee bhgia ngn dy ,n kami chat ,kami eppy pabilaa b'shamew ,tyme dy adea p0b ,aq tul0ng ,tyme aq adea p0b dea tul0ng ,n aq say at dy ,aq bhgia ngn kaw sara .,dy eply ,'Me too' ,pasto0 ,dy taa eply dha chat aq ,aq try buka FB dy ,n aq na tg0x dy chat ngn sperhh,upeaNyea,dy chat EX dy ,bukan maen heppy d0e,syg lha uchuxx lha,aq t;kej0d lha ,dy niexh pasang dua kea pea ? n aq g tny dy ,chat ngn EX kea ? dy say yups n dy tny agy np bie jelez kea ? aq jawab ,'bie jelez lha' d0x shyg-II ,uchux-II ,maw taa panaihh ,n aq tny dy mhaseh shyg kea at EX uhh ? dy katea ,rinduu lhaa ,lamea ta chat ,aq unn bia lha ,aq paham ,pasto0 aq try bacew agy pea yanx meka chat ,lps aq bcea uhh ! pelahan jea airmata aq kua ,aq taa shngkaa ,n aq tny dy ,maw lgy kea at EX ? kalo maw leave me ! ,dy eply kami memang saling cinta ,aq kecewa sgt-III ! n aq suoh dy tggl an aq ,tapii dy katea dy tamaw tggl an aq ,kalo tade aq or EX dy asea berad sebelah jea,aq katea aq kac0w id0ph hgpa lhaa,hgpa ann saling cinta ! n aq clash ngn dy,aq munx sedih sgt-II ,sngg0p dy uad aq cmnii ,huum...